A photo taken from Low sensei's car. Cool^^


Photo taken in the dojo.

Today is the Aikido National Kyu Examination,held in
the headquarter of Aikido Association...

At about 4.30am we have to wake up to prepare and gather at campus at 5.15am.
Then we depart from Melaka Sentral to Puduraya at 6am.
Wow,everyone was still sleepy.But, feeling nervous too ecspecially the higher kyu' member. They are revise back the technique by watching some video.

By 8am, we reached Puduraya and went to pasar seni to take Monorel to KL sentral, because the HQ just near by there. Then we find a shop to have our breakfast.

When we reached the HQ, many participant had already arrived and we start our streching and warming up section. Because of one of our Dojo member doesn't has partner, so I pair uo with one guy from IMU Dojo and ask my partner to pair up with the lonely member^^

Wow, just for a little while we warm up, the grading section has started. I'm the 2nd group to go. It feel not so nervous but it is really need the stamina to stand there. Half-way we do the technique, my partner ask me to slow down, may be i'm nervous, or may be he felt tired.

After I finished my part, I sit down beside the mat, and watch the higher kyu grading. All of the participant has done well in the grading, but I personally think that who are in 3rd kyu really need to practice more, sorry to said that too, because I can't feel the different but even worst then lower kyu. There is nothing call the flow happen in the technique, and also spirit to carry out the technique.
Howerver congrate to all that passed the grading. The next grading for me will be at next year, 2010 March. Now, I'll practice more and harder for the 4th kyu technique.


We are on our way to HQ

Hoping that I'm able to get the way of Aikido, and Qi that need in doing the technique, so that the flow of technique can be done without using up much energy like what our sensei said.

Friends, don't ever think of fighting, because you come challenge with me, I would tell you aikido is not the best among the martial art. I also want to mention that, martial art is an art that need us to use our spirit to going through, we must understand the "Dao" (Way) well. I'm also not good enough to fight. If just want to share some experience, it is most welcome for me to do so.

Anyway, congrate to all the member in MMU Dojo that passed the grading. Let us practice more for the next grading in this few months^^

时间

11/25/2009 11:01:00 AM | 2 Comments

时间那么飞快的过去了。。。
嗯,十年前错过的一场流星雨。。。
期待期待。。。
等了那么久,我终于又看见了它。。。
你说要看是要有运气只要一抬起头就会有。。。
运气,大多人都相信。。。
我不例外。。。
可是你要记得哦。。。
运气怎样来都是得踏出第一步。。。
去争取。。。它才会更靠近你哦。。。

谢谢你愿意出来陪我看啦。。。
因为有些人都不相信我讲有的。。。
更有些人没那么有耐心像你那样的等待哦。。。
随着布满夜景的星空。。。
你,我都看到了不同方向的流星。。。
超棒的感觉哦^^
难得的机会不知是否还要等几十年后的一天哦。。。

记住。。。
运气也是得有踏出第一步。。。
也是得有技巧。。。
有配合。。。
它才会表现出来的哦。。。

是一种感觉。。。
是一种体谅。。。
是一种期待。。。
是一种关心。。。
是一种愿意。。。
是一种诚心。。。


就得
让对方开心。。。
让对方适合得到应该得到的。。。
让对方心灵舒服。。。
让对方觉得受保护。。。
让对方感动。。。
让对方有些少空间。。。


有时候
是种放开。。。


没有了
就算怎样的继续都是一头空
为何总要牵拖着对方不放。。。
得到的又有何意义呢???

全部的假象。。。
你觉得对方会好过吗???
对方想要的只是好好一个人过。。。
而最后你还是那么的牵拖,那是什么啊???

喜欢
有时候也必须放开
才会真的在情场上
真正的付出

@伪装@

11/16/2009 07:59:00 AM | 0 Comments

笑不真。。。哭不整。。。
脸上带着的笑容。。。
跟平常人一样。。。
对。。。
就是嘴角弯弯。。。酒窝自然的露出来。。。

可是。。。真正的笑容不是在快乐时才露出的。。。
而是。。。自然的挂在脸上。。。

哭。。。伤心本来就得哭。。。
男人。。。谁叫你不哭。。。

在我年少的时候 身边的人说不可以流泪
在我成熟了以后 对镜子说我不可以后悔
在一个范围不停的徘徊
心在生命线上不断的轮回
人在日日夜夜撑著面具睡
我心力交瘁
明明流泪的时候 却忘了眼睛怎样去流泪
明明后悔的时候 却忘了心里怎样去后悔
无形的压力压得我好累
开始觉得呼吸有一点难为
开始慢慢卸下防卫 慢慢后悔 慢慢流泪
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
再强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必惊得那么狼狈
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味
就算下雨也是一种美
不如好好把握这个机会 痛哭一回

明明流泪的时候 却忘了眼睛怎样去流泪
明明后悔的时候 却忘了心里怎样去后悔
无形的压力压得我好累
开始觉得呼吸有一点难为
开始慢慢卸下防卫 慢慢后悔 慢慢流泪
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
再强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必惊得那么狼狈
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味
就算下雨也是一种美
不如好好把握这个机会 痛哭一回
不是罪
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
再强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必惊得那么狼狈
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味
就算下雨也是一种美
不如好好把握这个机会 痛哭一回

可是何时。。。
有人愿意对我说。。。
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
Love can do
*************************************************************************************

~JY~

~空间~需求~

11/15/2009 11:17:00 PM | 0 Comments


我。。。
觉得真的是活在一个不由自主的生活里。。。
你告诉我,放开了。。。
我尝试了,可是,并不是我不要放开。。。
并不是我要垂头丧气。。。
而是因为。。。
心“中”一点“苦”。。。
苦在心中。。。
所希望的是得到自己要的生活。。。
我只希望能好好追求我想要的。。。
但愿时间许可,让我能追求到。。。

巧克力啊。。。
何谓每天每餐都带巧克力。。。
甜蜜的味道。。。
对就是那味道。。。
你想要。。。可是来到了你逃避。。。
我想要。。。我却无能为力。。。
只能请求时间等我。。。
给我机会付出多那么一些。。。
过后你要怎样的答案。。。
你再说哦。。。
WT......!!!!!!!!!!!
yo!!!!
why why why why why why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why jz want to be like this!!!!!!
hey come on.....
Im jz 18....u know!!!!!18!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to enjoy my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLZ!!!!!!!!!!
I do what I suppose to do edi!!!!
But why still din you believe me!!!
If you dint going to believe me......
Im so sorry....this is me!!!!
I need to hv my own life!!!!
I need to be myself.......
One day I feel the hard, rock, techno, critical tempo in my heart......
I CHOOSE TO BE ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!

I say really....I need freedom.....
I need my Adolesence Life...plz let me enjoy it....

~JY~

If I got the chance...

11/09/2009 08:15:00 AM | 0 Comments

If I got the chance...
Or either you given me the chance...
I wish I can play the music of your life for you...
I wish I can follow the tempo of your life...
Or make your tempo from slower to a better tempo to be...
Yeah...
I know I still din't add in any intro for you...
Hope the chance...
Will never go b4 the time had gone...

~JY~

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